Believe in Yourself n_n

2012-02-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

喜而落下的眼泪我喜欢感恩 :)

一个人看成绩的感觉不好受等待的那一刻好难受

这一路走来很感谢蟑螂弟的陪伴你是我第一个要报喜的人

呼我们继续加油我会很珍惜接下来的课嘻

- 嘻你打来的电话让我安心了许多这样互相分享快乐不是很好吗不要再闹失踪了好吗-

*n_n*

2012-02-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

或许我该承认我依然沉溺在那天那么一丁点的特别举止

我不知道那是你哪来的勇气但我也不敢确定那能代表什么

才发现只需要那么一点我就安了我会因此想乖下来等待

其实也不确定自己抱着什么心态只确定缘分深浅我知足

从你身上我看到很多安全感但愿就算你离开它依然保留

不知该如何表达不敢奢望不敢多想不敢表达但珍惜当下

*n_n*

2012-01-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

Exactly, this is God wisdom. We were created with an unique personality.So, be yourself always, the original you. Just like me. Hee. Thanks for my new good good friend for the McDonald lunch. You ruined my diet plan at LAST MINUTES which irritated me to the MAX! But, what to do? Shouldn't complaint over a free meal. Ha. Chatted for 5 hours and never get bored. Time goes by fast silently. I really enjoyed in sharing my past experience and ups and downs. As well as your stories too. Perhaps, you could be my temporary best friend. I not sure how long will it stands, yet I truly appreciate over this. Thanks that we could be good good friend now.

Happy Birthday to Mummy! Next, whose turn? Ahaha, a sweet girl turns to 21 soon. This year, maybe can substitute cake with "yu shang". Harmony and warmth celebration is desperate. Wanted - digital camera, purse, handbag, Nike shoes, Samsung Galaxy W, make up blush, aromatherapy oil set and etc. They always gave surprise without fail. Perhaps this year too. Ha. Anyway,

Happy Chinese New Year everyone :)

May dragon year leads us to the path of good fortune yeah!

*n_n*

2012-01-19T12:08:00.002+08:00

今早整理电话再次听了两年不敢打开的录音
我是多么害怕眼泪夺眶而出呼这回我终于听明白了
原来那时的我是那么担心你们似乎远远超越了对你们的信心
呼回想很多画面浮现咧嘴一笑我发现美丽与感动的画面依然存在 :)

昨晚廖兄启航宗发不约而同地说我们的gang已经散了

那份不舍但不得不接受的无奈写在脸上原来大家都在乎这份情

多久我们没好好聚聚了两年的酸甜苦辣大风大浪我都看在眼里听在心里

下午坐在courtyard巧遇大家多久没见的脸孔嘻嘻哈哈地高谈阔论感觉很亲近很温

朋友们的姐姐都很疼他们带他们出去玩买东西给零用钱

我并不羡慕他们但我希望我也能成为那样的好姐姐

周末要上课很久没有带他们出去唱歌打球吃喝玩乐拍照了

我要努力做工赚钱带他们到处旅行吃玩嘴巴总是不屑他们但其实我很疼他们

别以为别人有责任让你快乐让自己快乐是自己的责任

谁也不能偷走你的快乐权利 - 态度决定你的高度

- 你对我似乎越来越冷就连不小心地撞见都那么不踏实我会住口好改善现状 -

@_@

2012-01-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

人生没有如果，只有后果和结果。过去的不会再回来，即使回来也不再完美。

生活有进退，输什么也不能输心情。生活最大的幸福就是，坚信有人爱着我。

对于过去，不可忘记，但要放下。因为有明天，今天永远只是起跑线。

生活简单就迷人，人心简单就幸福；学会简单其实就不简单。

一个男孩半夜三更的感触男孩女孩你们看懂了吗?

*n_n*

2012-01-16T17:33:00.001+08:00

New semester started. Optional paper is always known as "Killing Paper". So far, i haven't sense its killing point yet i think in near future, when syllabus goes in depth, it will show me its true colour. Although I only have my class on weekends which is from 8.30am to 7.45pm, I am bustling like a cow -.-'''

What I do in my weekdays? Well, 5 weekdays are really insufficient for me. My research project rapes away all my time. Facing my lappie 10 hours per day minimum is quite suffering. Gathering articles, journals, information from internet, read and filter out the useful point is not an easy task. Understanding is crucial and still, for confusing part, I have to read textbook then only continue with it. Phew, I not really can bear with this kind high-tech environment.

I will be going for inter-varsity accounting quiz again this round. With last year experience, do hope that we can get into top three this round. Luck is really vital. New rules with Bingo game sounds so unfair. Haiz. Gotta pray more and of course, I have to contribute my precious time for the training as well. I hope four of us - Bih Jin, Yi Ting, Jasmine and me can show our girl's power :) As for Chong Chin, i hope he can get into final for individual part and never let KL Sunway looks down on us again!

That's why I am still deprived of my time to the extend that I have to plan my weekly-to-do-list and followed up consistently. Stay at home is breathless and bored to death even though i have so much things to do. I think library and McDonald are still my heaven, i got to go there often to breath. I hope my parents feel appreciate - I am an unpaid maid currently. HA.

CNY is just around the corner but honestly, I am not in the mood. Sometime, I feel like going out randomly with my friends yet, I don't know who I can turn to. Everyone taking different papers and different timetable. Outing seems like a unattainable task now. My little sis starts her form 2 life, finding a badminton partner is an issue now too.

Anyway, I feel grateful. At least, blog is not my only way to vent my emotion now. I have few pairs of ears now to share random daily affairs. I don't know how long will it lasts. Still, I cherish every single second. Anxiety over result, about 25 days to go. Hopefully all are unnecessary anxieties.

Everyday is a new beginning. Treat it that way, stay away from what might have been and look at what could be. Live life to the fullest and appreciate what I have. Love family and friends, as I know, - I am lucky to have people like them to support me through everything :)

Smile is because life is too short to cry for anything that's worthless. Stay positive and be a resilient girl forever! Weeeeeee! Bustling life suits me ideally. Ha.

*n_n*

2012-01-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

有些人我不喜欢你你你接触但很多事我说不出口

我不想你认为是我小气是我醋意挑拨离间

我不喜欢说坏话但我想劝你却不知该怎么说好让你提防

外表隐藏内心与想法她我猜不透也不再想去捉摸

我们不太会见面了所以很庆幸虚伪的事物我能少看了

原以为不在乎昨晚才发现原来我依然介意我不希望还有身边人会成为猎物

@_@

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)

2012-01-10T14:39:00.041+08:00

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a  Thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me
I have loved you for a  Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought  Your heart to me
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

When I first heard this song, it really touch my heart.

It's a meaningful and romantic soundtrack which makes Breaking Dawn so much better.

Thumbs up for Christina Perri, it's really a beautiful song. Admire her and Adele always. Hee.

*n_n*

2012-01-08T15:50:00.001+08:00

The happiest people don't have the best of everything,

they just make the best for everything.

When people walk away from you, let them go.

Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn't mean they are bad people.

It just means that their part in your story is over. So, just let it go.

Be happy and always be the unique person that you were created to be.

Good thing takes time. Somehow, random memory is worthy to keep in mind.

It makes me smile no matter what is going on in my life. Love it.

Full-packed schedule ahead. Say Hi officially to my busy semester. God Bless.

*n_n*

蘇打綠sodagreen -【喜歡寂寞】

2012-01-08T15:27:00.002+08:00

喜欢寂寞 - 苏打绿

【詞曲/吳青峰】

揚起了灰塵回憶裡一場夢
那照片裡的人瞳孔曾住著我
闔上了過往夢境活成河流
已滋潤了身旁真實中的脈搏

生命來到窗前不吭一聲拎走了我們
誰為情所困誰為愛犧牲誰比誰深刻

當時奮不顧身伸出我的手
看見了輪廓就當作宇宙
甜美的習慣變成生活才瞭解了什麼

如今故事發展成就一個我
學會了生活能享受寂寞
劇烈的語言變成溫柔又帶來了什麼
若是不曾走過怎麼懂

翻飛了往事有時灼傷眼眸
那傷人的台詞現在聽來輕鬆
平息了心思有時一笑而過
我此刻的樣子見風仍然是風

生命吹過面前不吭一聲劃成了掌紋
揮霍了緣分看透了景色我懂得深刻

走過了多少，就會換得多少，過去的種種痛苦或喜悅，都會變成養分。

無論是一個人的時候更自由，或是孤單的時候更渴望，當某些情感放下的時候，就是一笑而過的怡然自得。

*n_n*

2012-01-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

我想这样的离别方式并不有趣我想我的担心不是多余

@_@

2012-01-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

Don't cry over the past, it has gone ; Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived.

Live in the present and make it beautiful.

No matter where you are, no matter how difficult things might appear to be,

you're always being moved towards magnificence. Always.

The sunflower is mine in a way. Cheers! And, I really like my name :)

*n_n*

Sweet Proposal

2012-01-01T18:37:00.001+08:00

Lovely couple, awesome proposal!

This is really moving :') Simple yet Best marriage proposal ever.

It make people feel or believe - Love is alive despite of everything happening.

Perhaps, I will be same like this shorty (the fiancee) one day? Ha. This is really Sweet.

*n_n*

忙碌.简单.快乐.新年

2012-01-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

忙碌的假期也终于来到了尾声

跟家人度过的假期总显得更平凡但更有意义

简单的倒数简单的活动简单的快乐就这么简单得到

简单虽平凡但平凡的快乐似乎让快乐更悠久

人生就犹如篮球比赛的四十八分钟

每一秒都有改变结局的可能但没有人能预料下一秒会发生的事

每个人都有不同的结束时间不同的比赛时间休场时间

不是每件事都一定要争取有些事得学着放下

有舍才有得我总是提醒自己每件事情发生的背后总有个老天设定的目的

无非是要考验我们把我们磨练得更勇敢更成熟让我们长大

命运始终掌在自己的手掌中我坚信我们能改变命运

只要能闯过老天安排的考验总有一天会熬出头的

有些事情是看开也是看透那是脑里理智说的话

有些情是存在也是摧残那是情绪纠纷说的话

理智对垒情绪造成了心理的纠纷如果说再加上了亲情的元素

那似乎变得更不简单不是说散就散走就走的但不是外人帮得上的

能给予的指示精神上的分担爱莫能助很抱歉但这关我祈祷你们能撑过去的

愿望很笼统都认真地写在孔明灯上

但真的最主要我希望我能变得更坚强保护我要保护的人

简单的深夜也因为一通电话而变得不一样嘻

好想把对话都录下来那三十七分钟真的很不一样

平时你都不会这样但这样的你并不会陌生很温暖哈

希望你说的你都会做到咖啡我会记得希望你给我的是好消息

明天是自己的快乐是选择我懂了 :)

*n_n*

这是我的答案

2011-12-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

:::: 这是我的答案 - 藤井树

任由命运摆布的缘分间可以随缘也可以努力不懈

耽误你两分钟的时间换取一辈子的幸福

能不能不还我人情而是给我你的感情

人情可否解释为我与你之间的感情?

你难过所以我难过但我不能陪你难过因为我得让你不难过

证明是一种相信相信对方会给自己绝对的证明

一个女人的一言一行一动一静可以左右一个男人的喜怒哀乐

我的腰间还有我的背上暖暖的开始铺上一层一层的幸福

这样无助的夜里只有我你可以深深相信

暗恋的幸福是你正为对方做任何事而他却不清楚此时你心中的甜与苦

猜测着自己喜欢的人的心思是累是痛也是幸福

证明只能用做的我在证明我正在爱着你

感情的流失是没有知觉的当你已经爱到不知何为爱的时候

当我爱上她的时候我会第一个告诉你

****

即认真又搞笑的故事看小说到捧腹大笑还是头一遭

抽象的结局为小说画下句号然而他们的爱情才正式开始

浅白的文字利落的排法依然让小说变得如此生动

文字的力量一直存在着好一本小说不愧是藤井树嘻嘻

*n_n*

Under Construction

2011-12-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

Eventually, every major event is settled down.

My blog is under construction. It'll revive soon hopefully.

New year is coming. I wish there will be a happy ending for year 2011.

*n_n*

煎熬.付出.回报.祈祷

2011-12-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

疯狂了三天终于跟考试说了再见
这一个月的生活煎熬

我并不聪明只是或许我比别人多了那么一点努力
聪明人需要100%过关而我就要放200%的努力去得到同等回报

有多少回我带着眼泪温书有多少回眼泪陪着我入眠
默默地收在心里告诉自己只要咬紧牙关一切都会成为过去

明明就要结束了昨晚却哭得稀里哗啦
完全读不下只靠今早的最后几小时温习那份压一直都在
我无法发挥我想我输给了体力脑力临场反应刚才在写什么我都不知道

出考场只想到从妈咪口中得到安慰只是我没想带
这一通电话换来了你的挨骂我崩溃忍着眼泪结束通话
没有人会想要重考的但我真的尽力了辜负了你的期望我很抱歉

依然想着那决定性的三小时其实我有后悔不甘心
后悔自己不硬硬把那二十分填满后悔自己一看到题目就自我放弃
后悔不如往常挣扎到最后的自己后悔不给自己更多的信心

我害怕跌倒我怕痛却要继续蟑螂弟的斗志

努力就有希望放弃就是绝望偶尔坚强到心碎
学着仰望让眼泪倒流会看见属于自己的一大片蓝天
太阳一直都存在那份光芒是希望的曙光是绝望的敌人是我的开始

我双手合十努力膜拜我希望奇迹存在

****

鸣谢

贴心的小妹帮我做家务陪我熬夜陪我玩逗我笑
一同奋斗的刘禺伶紧急时候给我加油的阿曼达
定时给我电话打气的月月鸟给予课业帮忙的炜彬和亮凯
间中给我扶持的陈泇源还有老师们的教导与tips

还有你你的精神有与我同在你的文字镇服了我
只是我想我还是败给了自己辜负了你的精神
可是我知道你不会怪我我真的辛苦了

****

一切都过去有时候就是喜欢摸自己的头
告诉自己 "辛苦了" 再赐给自己一个微笑告诉自己 "明天会更好"

@_@

那些年我们一起追的女孩

2011-11-06T15:37:00.002+08:00

*n_n*

那些年我們一起追的女孩

2011-11-06T14:10:00.007+08:00

男孩用電影打造了時光機，只為了再一次與女孩相遇。
任誰都曾有過的年少輕狂，那個班上每個男生都暗戀的漂亮女孩。
一堆莫名其妙、荒唐惡搞、胡鬧打屁的匆匆日子，然後，青春就悄悄地逝去了。
網路知名作家九把刀自編自導，將同名暢銷小說搬上大銀幕。

座位前，座位後，我們的青春就從這裡開始。

*n_n*

2011-11-06T14:00:00.002+08:00

:::: 那些年我们追过的女孩
热血欢笑心跳青春初恋感动

:::: 当年喜欢沈佳仪的他们

:::: 每个故事都有一个胖子
因此我想起了黄大杨我觉得我弟越看越像他

:::: 国中同班三年好学生与坏学生之间一直存在的距离

:::: 他帮她她帮他
他总是喜欢在她座位前讨她温柔的骂
她瞧不起的是不肯努力读书却又瞧不起努力读书的人

:::: 头发成了他们的赌注那是暧昧的开始

:::: 她说暧昧时恋爱中最美丽的时刻
他说他就是幼稚才有办法追她那么久

"人生本来就有很多徒劳无功的事"

"因为有了我让这个世界而有一点点地不一样"
而他的世界就是她的世界

"你想知道答案吗? 我现在就能告诉你"
"拜托不要现在告诉我请让我继续喜欢你"

"大笨蛋" "大笨蛋才能追你这么久我就是什么都不懂啦"

"因为被你深爱过所以很难感受到其他人的爱"

****

沈佳仪她是幸福的有着他他他他他守护着
回眸一望原来自己曾经也如此幸福

那些年我们每晚的定时信息那些年我们每个周末的定时电话
那些年我们躲在宽中礼堂吃麦当当那些年我们一起被骂
那些年我们一起闯森林那些年有你为我擦掉眼泪
那些年他代送巧克力那些年你们穿西装唱歌
那些年换不成爱情的友情原来还是很美丽

多年后平行时空下的约定我想起你了
你是懂我的但愿这也是份值得呵护的友情

原以为会emo 才发现回想画面我会时不时咧嘴一笑
好的回忆涌上心头我感谢老天赐我美丽的青春

****

:::: 真实版的沈佳仪历任教师

:::: 九把刀与那些年一起追她的他们
注意看背后荧幕就是真人版沈佳仪的婚礼

:::: 那些年我读的小说

这个周末我们一起在戏院欢笑流泪回忆热血鼓掌耶!
值得重看重温绝佳的青春代表作我的青春待续 :)

*n_n*

Outing of the week

2011-10-30T17:24:00.004+08:00

:::: Daiko concert at Singapore Poly

:::: primary classmates - Tze Xin and Pei Jin

:::: Wendy, Me and Jin

:::: Last birthday celebration for my gang for year 2011

Photos described my busy week.
Outing for whole week is quite enjoyable, BUT
If there is something called revision stuck in the middle,
Life became unexpected miserable. -.-''' Yet, I PLAYed HARD to relax.

Continuous P2 Class is really killing me! -.-'''
Accumulated unknown theory, time lost silently.
Stress adding, study-load getting heavier, GOD BLESS.

@_@

橘子作品集

2011-10-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

还能在爱吗
不是时时刻刻但难免有这时刻
我们望着镜子我们问着自己孤孤单单的我们
真的还能再有被爱一次的机会吗?

越爱越寂寞
爱要说否则只会遗憾了等待
等别忍否则只会越爱越寂寞

你没说再见
当爱情终究走到了分手的这一章能不能说声再见?
让我们好好的说声再见在爱情的最终曲留下最后的美好

不知是朋友
多么希望对你而言我不只是朋友
多么明白对我而言你不只是爱情
能不能够我们之间不只是朋友

被爱，却孤独
我一直以为我写的是他而其实我写的是你
以及那一年的我们还有你

独自逛在书乡中锐利的文字勾引了我的注意力
是巧合文字叙述了心声说不出的感觉原来早已印刷在小说中
到底要的是什么潇洒后的余温总是后知后觉
- 一年.回到原点.释怀.余温.依然.朋友.不该.伤害 -

@_@

S-Jac Gathering

2011-10-24T20:59:00.003+08:00

:::: Me and Handy and Lobster

:::: Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Just a short update. It's our gathering eventually.
Actually, the main point is not the nice dish, crab or etc.
It just the matter of bonding each other, foster friendship and enjoy.

Real Steel is definitely a nice movie. It motivated me -
THERE IS NO FAILURE EXCEPT IN NO LONGER TRYING

I like their teamwork. I miss my teammates. :)
And, I like the way I laugh, I smile, I grin now. Sunshine girl is back!

*n_n*

Time Flies

2011-10-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

It has been a super long time for no proper update on life journal. Well, obviously time flies silently and I am really deprived of my time to the extend that I have to plan my daily to-do-list and followed up it consistently and ideally. Perhaps in short time, I have to plan my time for a sleep or even a nap? Ha. Who knows? Please bear with my long essay this round.

Mock exam week is finally passed without P2. So far, P3 is still a dreadful paper for me currently since the knowledge is really limited for me now. The concept and the model, I still can't handle it in fingertips. As for P1 today, if there is no accident, should be okay to pass. Phew, at least i get some console and satisfaction from it.

Blogging is my only way to vent my emotion now i think.

To be frank, I get no satisfaction in my life currently.

I not demand myself to get perfect marks for my academic but the passing mark seems unachievable. -.-''' It's quite demotivated sometime especially when effort is pumped in. I restrict myself to space out more and more time to study by rejecting all outings, exercise or even shopping with family. Just to did my best to cope with my papers. It's quite unbearable with this rigid life. Family is constantly worrying me.

Weight is like a forever constant burden for me too. My cousin wedding which is on Chritsmas add more my worries. It'll be a thousand-people-dinner-night which is really impressing and I can't wait for it. Luckily, financial issue doesn't arise so far. Yet, I will make myself work to get cash inflows.

Enough for it, should stop grumbling. Sometime, you'll never know the true value of moment until it becomes a memory. I miss those happy moment which light a big smile on my lips. :)

:::: They are always special for me. <3

:::: My study life is enlighten by them.

:::: Sayang them the most. They are my source of energy.

Just to update what I will done for my coming week:
1. S-JAC Gathering at Grand Straits Garden. Eventually, I can enjoy a crab feast! Hee.
2. Last birthday celebration for my gang. Last last sing-k session before real exam.
3. Intensive P2 classes everyday from 8.30am - 4.30pm. It kills my brain cells.
4. Attending a Daiko Concert at Singapore Polytechnic. I can meet the special them :)
5. Catch a movie - 那些年我们追过的女孩 I don't care! It's a MUST!

Movie-watching-list is getting longer. I must bear with it and have a movie day everyday after my real exam. Leading a healthy diet is vital for me to prevent my old-sickness in this critical period. Well, I shouldn't feel inferior easily. Gotta boost myself more positive idea to built a better inner peace.

Don't worry peeps, I am still doing alright and as you know, I will always a cheerful girl and being independent for my life. I will twist my mind to the most positive view and always work the best for myself. I hope sacrifice is always take into account for exchange of benefit.

Had celebrated Brenda's birthday in advance this noon. Relaxed for the whole night and tomorrow will be another fighting day. Wish me luck and people, take care! :) Good Night.

P/S : I hope there will be NO MORE DREAM later. Have been suffered for about 1 week :(

*n_n*

2011-10-18T15:13:00.003+08:00

我在P3中看到绝望我把希望寄托在P1上
我得珍惜时间在绝望中点燃希望

那份突然燃起的目标暂时的我来不及实现
有多少想去奋斗得到的一切暂时都得不到时间的允许去兑现

但我相信希望在人间每天都祈祷着明天会更好

@_@

2011-10-18T14:52:00.005+08:00

You can find a moment of rest. Life is full of busyness : work, family, friends, housework, the list goes on and on. Take a few minutes right now to let yourself just rest. Quiet your mind and let the silence relax your body.

From now onwards, I'll STUDY HARD & PLAY HARD & PRAY HARD.
No matter how hard it will be, never feel defeated without your consensus. Jiayou!

*n_n*

2011-10-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you
really stop to look fear in the face. You're able to say to yourself -"I have
lived through this horror, I can take the next things that come along."
You MUST do the thing you think you cannot do.

Alright. I'll take the challenge and be bold to face it.
Life is just like a roller coaster - it has ups and downs. But, it's my
choice to scream and enjoy the ride. Cheers! Sun is always shining me.

*n_n*

周杰倫 - 蒲公英的约定

2011-10-01T19:59:00.001+08:00

小學籬芭旁的蒲公英　是記憶裡有味道的風景
午睡操場傳來蟬的聲音　多少年後也還是很好聽

將願望折紙飛機寄成信　因為我們等不到那流星
認真投決定命運的硬幣　卻不知道到底能去哪裡

一起長大的約定　那樣清晰　打過勾的我相信
說好要一起旅行　是妳如今　唯一堅持的任性

在走廊上罰站打手心　我們卻注意窗邊的蜻蜓
我去到哪裡妳都跟很緊　很多的夢在等待著進行

一起長大的約定　那樣清晰　打過勾的我相信
　說好要一起旅行　是妳如今　唯一堅持的任性

一起長大的約定　那樣真心　與妳聊不完的曾經
而我已經分不清　妳是友情　還是錯過的愛情

回忆涌上心头曾经哼爽的歌曲意外发现尖利的歌词
杰伦的感情诠释这回我才深深体会那份细腻温柔的感觉
余音绕耳或许我会允许自己沉在回忆中就这么一晚宠宠自己
让杰伦的歌声陪我入眠带我进入梦乡提升免疫系统不让自己生病

@_@

停滞.讨厌.自卑

2011-10-01T19:23:00.005+08:00

产品会遇到停滞期人也会有过度期吧?
多久没听自己的心说话了? 忙碌的生活很享受但其实也可以很压

课业开始遇到瓶颈已不知该如何继续向前进那份奋斗激励不见了
已输在起跑点跟不上进度的感觉很糟糕很压尤其是当大家都看好你的时候

信心持续滑落中以前的我并不是这样的不知何时自卑感开始增加
那种感觉很讨厌却无法摆脱总是觉得东西都做不好不喜欢这样的自己

不喜欢分手后还随意进出他人世界的女生才发现自己也不过如此
原来自己不过也这样犯贱其实也没什么资格批评人家

还以为家人的一切能顾得很周到不过是自己白痴以为自己那么强
鱼与熊掌不能兼得护这方得罪另一方护那方得罪这一方中间人不好当

自我纪律渐渐消失不知怎么越玩越过火玩笑好像越开越大
能时时刻刻专业的自己不知何时开始不小心不见了

很想很想很想放纵自己什么都不管但我办不到
或许我也有懦弱的时候这只是个过渡期一切都会恢复的

我学着仰望天空让眼泪倒流偶然发现自己很有那么大的一片蓝天
我学着蹲在角落摸摸自己的头告诉自己 - 辛苦了
- Sometime, I wonder who I can actually turn to -

@_@

2011-09-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

Dreadful paper heading. I wonder why I still being so slacking.
Time flies. It's time to put myself in 5th gear. Power UP!!!
- 那晚散步.假设性问题.保留.认真.惊讶错愕.希望.未来.成真.没希望.不失望 -

@_@

2011-09-17T19:35:00.003+08:00

Somehow, maybe it's hard to moving on.
But, that is for a betterment.

But I strongly believe -
Until the day tears become a rainbow.
Good things will come no matter how. Smile & Cheers!

*n_n*

2011-09-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

No matter where you are, no matter how difficult things might appear to be,
you're always being moved towards magnificence. Always.

Life is short. Break the rule and forgive quickly, let go in time.
Love truly, laugh uncontrollable and never regret anything make you SMILE :)

I cherish every happy moment. Be strong.
- You too -

*n_n*

不要驚動愛情

2011-09-16T20:10:00.005+08:00

太想觸摸你所以躲開你
多少的距離會讓你好奇
逃過你雙眼才偷偷喘氣
吩咐我雙手停泊原地
聽說浪漫的快戀愛都去的快
我才每一秒都放棄說一直愛著你
我的愛洶湧像大海而我卻要忍耐
只願一天你會醒來
愛情會像翅膀打開
還沒有擁抱不要意外等待上帝安排
將來細水長流我們才承諾
拿一生去換愛
太想要擁抱所以在祈禱
求學會放手慢慢去尋找
找不到完美找天長地老
當雙眼模糊還會擁抱
一步一步靠近你才會珍惜我的心
因為我還相信有永恆的愛情
我的愛洶湧像大海而我卻要忍耐
只願一天你會醒來
愛情會像翅膀打開
還沒有擁抱不要意外等待上帝安排
將來細水長流我們才承諾
拿一生去換愛
要為愛情學習按捺把感覺收回來
依靠上帝讓我明白被馴服的愛更精彩
帶著微笑去等待花開用盼望去灌溉
在你情願一天我們才擁抱
不止息的相愛
我的沉默叫醒愛情你用期待把我吸引
繼續走近直到開始愛

不同的时间听着同样的歌会有不同的感觉
是年龄的增长时间的摧残不同的想法还是事物的经历
不至于太伤感的旋律忧伤中传达鼓励的信息温柔的嗓子真心的唱腔
虽不至于掉泪但那一份感动那一份不舍那一份小心翼翼我深深听进了心里
- 庆幸干枯的泪海已无法再挤出任何一滴泪 -

@_@

真的对不起真的谢谢你

2011-09-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

就这样还是失败了还是被打败了

对于来不及兑现的承诺与计划不能再去回想

没有争吵没有大闹向往和平我自私没有让你做决定

真的对不起那份伤害我们都需要时间让它愈合

但真的谢谢谢谢你从中我得到了许多

那份疼温度体谅关心细心体贴温柔包容等我都用心体会

你是真的了解我真的懂我这回你不再拉着我

或许还有话想说但理智说该停止了

没有后悔没有怨言退后让回忆停留在最美的时刻

*n_n*

2011-09-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Follow your passion, success will follow you.
This round, it's getting harder ; tonnes of effort is wanted.
Those touching line or message, I will bear in mind. It's time to focus and jiayou!

*n_n*

2011-09-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

Is it better to let go something than to hold on nothing?
At the moment make a promise to this party ; Broke a promise with another party.
There is no win-win situation in this case. It must be either sad or happy ending.
Depends on which view you stand for this case.

It's never to late for us to discover more. Just the matter of feeling.
The enthusiastic may fade by time. The worse part is when it meets with tiredness.
And, the hardest part may be open your mouth and say - weasel out / *****

@_@

2011-09-04T14:30:00.003+08:00

Sometime, my mind is in a whirl.

Sometime, I am really lost. Just like I lost my compass.

Without it, I lost my direction. Again, it shouldn't be like this.

I know it clearly - this is just a transition period.

Yet, I shouldn't waste too much precious time on it anymore.

I have so much workloads to go and should get into right study mode.

Time will cystallize my goal, my ambitious.

I will get through this critical period. Maybe, I just need a right partner.

- 蟑螂弟 frankly, i need you BADLY -

*n_n*

2011-08-23T15:08:00.005+08:00

Every moment can be made glorious by your realization of God. That does not mean praying incessantly or reading holy book nonstop. What that does mean is going about your everyday life with an awareness of communication

with God in your heart.

Success is a staircase but not a doorway.

Truly appreciate - God is always there to assist me.

*n_n*

感恩.苦尽甘来.奋斗

2011-08-23T14:30:00.004+08:00

还记得那是场多么煎熬的仗

多少病痛多少泪水多少支持多少鼓励多少刺激伴随身旁

苦尽甘来这回我深深体会

没有先天的聪明但后天的努力我真的有很拼

时间证明了一切皇天不负苦心人老天的眷顾我很感激

胜不骄我满意这回的成绩与表现我会继续努力

败不馁蟑螂弟男人 Kavin 阿玲大家继续努力更用心

下一场仗肯定可以打得更漂亮我会帮你们的

感谢老天的眷恋观音妈的提点妈咪的难得鼓励爸爸的关心

大妹的体谅弟弟的忍让小妹的陪伴杰了二的复习禺伶的做伴燕玲的声音

kavin的温习老ong的笔记宗劲的讨论锦杰的耳朵月月鸟的陪同琪美的信息

杰伦老师与李茂财老师的教导打从心里感恩也庆幸身体系统成功忍耐到离开考场的那刻

是时候为新阶段奋斗了!

ACCA 但愿我们能化敌为友或许你真的叫人又爱又恨

*n_n*

那些年

2011-08-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

那些年 - 胡夏

又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终於来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱著她
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱著她
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你

那些年我们追过的女孩电影原声主题曲
由九把刀填词尖锐的文字勾起了高中生活的回忆
很耐听很有感觉很有意思的一首歌令人越听越上耳
期待由小说改制成的电影青涩的主角美丽的故事耐听的主题曲
- 那天的surprise visit 真的很温馨很有感觉真的很喜欢嘻-

*n_n*

2011-08-09T13:46:00.002+08:00

When you can't stop smiling after you talk to him
and you will still get butterflies in your stomach and you have
that huge smile across your face every time you see him

That lets you know - He'll always be something to you.
- Especially for you -

*n_n*

越长大越孤单

2011-07-31T14:10:00.001+08:00

越长大越孤单 - 牛奶咖啡组合

 多年以后 你回到我身边
不安全充满了你疲倦的双眼
看着我 也告诉我
你是否 依然相信童话
你曾对我说 每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都渴望被触摸
当你的心 永远的燃烧着
永远的 不会退缩
越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不看梦想的翅膀被折断
也不得不收回曾经的话问自己
你纯真的眼睛哪去了
越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不打开保护你的降落伞
也突然间明白未来的路不平坦
难道说这改变是必然
*Repeat*
你曾对我说 每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都渴望被触摸
看着我 也告诉我
你的心依旧燃烧着

大陆创作歌手 简单的歌词 却刺中人心
独特的嗓子 简单的音乐 唱出 不平凡的感觉
绵绵细雨的雨天 寂静孤单的黑夜 我想 它会是不错的陪伴
-那是我说不出.不该说的不喜欢-

@_@

生日要快乐

2011-07-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

有多久了我们没好好全体聚在一起了
新学期大家见面同班的时间相对地减少但我庆幸
大家依然一条心才能把我们的outing策划到最好

分工合作的精神我们的团队精神希望一直存在着
leader也许要很棒的follower 我能大大声说你们真的很棒

没人知道这一切会持续到何时因此我学会更珍惜

*n_n*

2011-07-23T13:44:00.004+08:00

You need to stop comparing yourself to other people. Some people are great singers, some are really smart and others are great athletes. But none of them are, or ever could be you. You are one of a kind. So stop comparing yourself to other people. You can't be them any more than they can be you.

Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible and receives the impossible.
Commitment + Adjustment + Nurturing = CAN

You're what you think, You're what you go for it.
You're what you do. Always be Faith and be yourself. Cheers!

*n_n*

对不起.谢谢你

2011-07-23T13:22:00.002+08:00

你没有责怪我处理得不妥当反而是你间接地解了那个结

忐忑的心情被你的认真口气镇了下来我选择相信

你说不放弃我要向相信自己别太敏感

流言蜚语我会接受时间会是最好的证明就算多么不被看好

但我依然相信那感觉那踏实稳重温暖小甜的感觉

那份只有你能给予的感觉

缘分讲究天时地利人和间中没有谁对谁错不该责怪他人

这回我决定了我不回头我会勇敢走下去

我会乖嗯谢谢你那些话我会铭记的我会珍惜这一切

*n_n*

Happy Silver Day

2011-07-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

Hee. Today was just a HAPPY Day =]

Drove to school, saw a modified white Audi A4 which indicates a great beginning of the day.
Received a sweet present which it doesn't expired tomorrow.
NEVER dozed off in P1 and P3 class, was energetic and concentrated all the way.
Back home, mummy bought my favourite - Durian.
Eventually, I have some idea about what Jay taught in the class.

Happy Silver Day. Today is 14th.
-Thanks for it. Contented to meet you although it just few mins -

*n_n*

2011-07-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

不管你在恋爱中是什么角色，我们都应该珍惜这上天为我们安排的缘分，珍惜上天送到我们身边的那个属于我们自己的人，感谢他们为我们带来了不同寻常的人生际遇。我们都应该要努力的为我们心中的他们做到最好，就算是短暂的，也将会是难忘的。

感恩包容珍惜宽恕勉励陪伴
她感恩感激这意外剧情的发生或许这没想像中的简单但她享受着简单的快乐

我看见了她的快乐他小影响了她的原则我祝福她

*n_n*

双手合十.希望.不放弃

2011-07-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

这样的心情糟透了那种折磨的感觉很辛苦
什么都不能做只能空等待也只能等

原以为可以是简单的开始才发现错综复杂的联系
世界好小真的好小冥冥中的安排得接受

你突然说让我再想想吧我开始畏惧我真的害怕
或许你追求完美如有一丝缺憾便会全盘否定会不会加以改正能比全盘否定更加理性?

我尽所能给你最多的安全感我尽所能配合一切跟随你我的意思
我双手合十努力祈祷我希望你不放弃流言蜚语我会以最佳状态去面对的

这一夜会是特别漫长的一夜真的希望能够是一起熬过去的

@_@

下一站说爱你

2011-07-11T16:40:00.004+08:00

电影中的女主角是傻大姐年到三十却还未谈过恋爱直到在高架电车遇到了一位帅哥
女主角是个爱情败犬但是她就是有份不低头的傻劲
她所干的傻事令人嘻哈绝倒但是她所付出的勇气还有那份坚持
却深深打动人心也因为那股傻劲爱情发生时我们相信真挚的情感

这样的爱情永远不过时也许正为爱情失意也许正在爱情甜蜜中
看看这部电影也试着感受和了解戏中爱情的失去和拥有

"如果有了男朋友他没时间陪伴我和我吃饭那我还要这个男朋友做什么?"
"两个人在一起并不是要时时刻刻粘在一起是为了让自己知道在这世界上还有一个人爱着自己"

爱情是如果两个人不能互相陪伴那又为何在一起?
他们最终不做比较的爱情最简单平凡的思念为彼此包容着的爱情更长久

*n_n*

2011-07-11T12:56:00.002+08:00

Everyone has a story to tell. Unexceptionally, I am one of them too.

I think you almost know everything except it. Sorry.
I'm not mean to hidden it and thanks for being considerate.

You said you wouldn't weasel up. I hope you can prove it to me.
Indeed, I'm afraid to lose you as well maybe.

I trust you, you can handle the complicated situation for sure.
- I care what you care -

@_@

单身男女

2011-07-09T14:53:00.006+08:00

单身男女

十个男人九个坏一个爱搞怪第十一个好男人只会在火星上出现
爱很简单时间会证明爱的存在只要你我愿意

错综复杂的办公室恋情错误的时间地点周围的诱惑
她不是爱慕虚荣的女生她要的不过是他给予的安全感她相信缘份

好的东西是值得等待的会欣赏的人终究会出现

*n_n*

2011-07-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

Yeap, I enjoyed the moment be with you. Happy? =p
Over-drank Tea, suffering from insomnia.

Re-read the messages and recall the scene - it's SWEET.
Thanks for being forthcoming and gentle.

*n_n*

2011-07-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

First doesn't mean will be the dominant forever.
That is always my honor to make you smile or even laugh out loud.

So, Cheers! Leave past aside ; It's time to walk through future.
- Truly appreciated for the warmth msg . second -

*n_n*

Our Team is Red Hot

2011-07-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

She is AWESOME!

Lompat Tinggi Bhg C - Bronze Larian 4 x 100m Bhg C - Bronze

Larian 4 x 400m Bhg C - Gold Larian 1 M'sia - Silver

Sad that I couldn't on the spot to give my support.
Yet, I believe she did her best - medal is the evidence. Heehee.

Our team is red hot! Our team is red hot!
Our team is R.E.D H.O.T, what we start we can't be stop!

GO! XAVIER!

*n_n*

他们在毕业的前一天爆炸

2011-07-06T20:46:00.004+08:00

他们在毕业的前一天爆炸

耐人寻味的高中生活平淡长久的爱情高潮迭起的亲情
重建维持的友情讲义气的兄弟情出奇的师生恋
青少年的叛逆期追求梦想的青春期复杂的家庭背景

回眸我是幸福的画面涌上心头或许已被时间模糊化
但那朦胧或许也是一种美我能确定的是

对于我的高中生活我无怨无悔那时精彩无比的生活 :)

*n_n*

2011-07-06T17:17:00.002+08:00

Happiness depends upon ourselves.
Happiness - The way is not in the sky ; the way is in the heart.

S(he) gives me a feeling of comfort that someone who always cares.
Someone who will share my thoughts. No matter how crazy it seems to be.

Past seems like repeating ; Future seems unpredictable.
Don't hold it tight. Yet, Don't think of let it go - Being Natural. It's time's mission.

*n_n*

忙碌.二十天.工作.

2011-07-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

感激健康之神的爱护好让我身体健康休息一天后进入工作世界
这二十天的疯狂工作生活让我见证了不平凡的未来

我仍旧享受teamwork 不打不相识混久了大家的感情也建立了
虽然只是短暂的二十天或许遇到的问题特多情也升温地比较快呗

Handy的细心 Leon的好学心 Henry的毅力
我看在眼里他们都有我必须学习的地方比起他们我想我还很嫩

想起第一天我们从sorting开始一叠叠一箱箱的document 我们要一一排列
肮肮脏脏的invoice 有灰尘的statement 不足的水电单无字天书之petrol bill
我们渐渐成了expert 越分越有技巧间中我们也轮流病了那些virus 无法抵挡

Henry带Eye More和Sanitizer 我带水果和vitamin 还有lotion
还有很多各自的怪药整个房间很像救护室嘻

我们都轮流被promote 最后那几天的赶工到半夜十二点多才回家的感觉嗨
一切都撑到最后心里那份成就感都亏队友的帮忙才能缔造
我感激这期间我得到了超营养的知识与对话

Leon和Pushpa来了一段情 Henry和Syahirah也赶上潮流
我羡慕他们的办公室恋情但是我并不想和他们交换我比较喜欢洗人

很多细节无法用言语述说但我铭记在心头
那份感觉很好我想小心呵护它

我看见了推动力梦想它一定会实现!

*n_n*

2011-06-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

I STRONGLY BELIEVE
A BETTER DAY IS LIE AHEAD. DILIGENCE WILL STILL PAID OFF ONE DAY.

CHEERS! TAKE A SMILE. LAUGH OFTEN LOVE MUCH & LIVE WELL :)

*n_n*

眼泪.撑.最后

2011-06-09T21:44:00.007+08:00

我落泪情绪零碎眼泪也只是一种发泄

二十年来这是第一回有小崩溃征兆考试后忍着回家掉泪
原因很简单考卷小傻眼但我努力完成一切我已尽力把它做到最好

我收拾心情我重拾勇气我不要任何安慰
我已得到了鼓励支持扶持我能勇敢接受Kavin的疑问不再落泪我知道我好了

我感恩冥冥中的引力与巧合让我读到了考试题目
宗劲的提醒阿德的提点我的坚持佩珊与大卫的预测我都cover了
看见意外题目的那刻对于他们所说的我真的庆幸我真的都去cover了那份灵感真感激

目标依然存在那是我突破的宗旨我不轻易放弃
今晚好好休息听音乐看看戏看报纸我希望我待会儿能好好入眠明天我会继续努力!

我知道努力不一定成功但我绝不放弃我依然坚信皇天不负苦心人
ACCA 这条路无论多煎熬我都会撑到最后! 这旅程我享受

*n_n*

结束.逼近.自由

2011-05-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

昨天拼了将近十个小时十八题F9的突破感觉真好好喜欢那成就感
很顺利地根据计划进行奖励辛苦的自己今天我们吃了麦当当

最后一天上课日我有依依不舍我想我会很想念打闹哈拉发疯的我们
李茂财老师的精神我很敬佩残缺的他那份独立的毅力值得学习
印度杰伦老师的马拉松教书精神我很仰慕黑黑的他那份坚持的斗志力值得学习

突然觉得我会想念Brenda和玮玲这几天的相处很不错
我也觉得我会想念很贵很大很重的三人戏他们的互动很搞笑
我会不知觉想念派糖的必小姐会时不时给我课外知识的佩珊大姐和惠婷小姐
那个有时差的阿曼达小姐还有免费接送我的廖兄互相述说的欢宝贝和最近对望就大笑的女俞

真的开始会想念小小的班充满我们的笑声

还有那些被我作弄的同学那个傻傻的冠祥不太好玩的迦源
沉默不语的阿德有点小孩子的杰乐儿那群茉莉花的爆笑欢乐三八的安得鲁先生
当然当然有伟大的雪人我知道我很坏可是我就是无法控制请原谅我的顽皮个性抱歉

太多太多值得回忆的画面画面模糊但笑声清晰

这个学期上课日正式结束意味着大考的步伐正继续逼近
各位我们加油大考的逼近意味着自由的到来我看到解脱的曙光嘻嘻

我会想念那天你的跟踪说的想念不离开我的眼神

*n_n*

2011-05-23T19:33:00.003+08:00

心永远无法与脑并行脑永远无法与心息息相连
梦永远无法现实发生实永远与想象有些出入人永远都是天真的

努力地保持在安全范围开心地放心地述说着故事
但当发现微笑地聊着心里带着莫名的伤与气那又是个怎样的预兆?

绯闻是因为有漏洞的秘密而开始无非生有是旁人看秘密说故事
那无非生有的绯闻不是很矛盾吗?

眼不想看见耳不想听见嘴不想言论体不想接触
想说逃避没有不好

或许根本就不该一厢情愿或许根本就不该当一回事
我们是兄弟我们是姐妹或许更该说我们如兄妹

是不小心越轨还是真的越轨了? 我不想去思考这一切
我的答案我想那并不重要我不想在这时给自己任何的答案

那是个怎样的开始? 又会是个怎样的结局? 能期盼奇迹吗?

复杂的世界再次牵连其中我看得出这是个没人敢开始的游戏
却很可能是玩蛮长时间的游戏没人舍得退出的游戏

发现了说出口的喜欢与藏在心口的喜欢它们是有差别的
曾经别人看过我的秘密才发现没有他这回我可否冒险偷看他人的秘密?

@_@

2011-05-18T18:30:00.001+08:00

If there is an attack, you must defend well, protect the castle.
Don't fear, have faith in yourself. Cheers!!!

I will bear it in mind and keep moving, keep climbing, keep the faith. Because of you.

*n_n*

2011-05-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

将近一个小时从一个无聊的问题去到认真的话题
我开心打从心里觉得舒服通畅无阻你的认真聆听我感激

这通本地电话很有感觉我们还算是不错的朋友真的有你真好好安全

十个小时十三题习题那是有斗志的星期天
我希望明天就像有斗志的昨天忘我的境界遗忘吵杂声肝爆的精神

*n_n*

I Told Myself

2011-05-07T13:26:00.003+08:00

Life is worthwhile if you TRY. You can't just learn; you now have to try something to see if you can do it. Try to make a difference, try to make some progress, try to learn a new skill, try to learn a new sport. It doesn't mean you can do everything but there are a lot of things you can do, if you just try. Try your best. Give it every effort. Why not go all out?

It's hard to fail. But it is worse never to have tried to success.

Like the tree, it would be a worthy challenge for us all to stretch upward and outward to the full measure of our capabilities. Why not do all that we can, every moment that we can, the best that we can, for as long as we can? Just do it.

It's May - Intensive revision period for ACCA candidates.
It may be a hardship to undertake time rushing and stress pushing. Yet, I will never try to weasel out. So as you. Let's hang on for this crucial period. It is worthwhile if we never give up.

Don't worry be happy. Be a Happy Soul. A resilient Girl.

*n_n*

Think Positive

2011-05-07T13:13:00.002+08:00

Everyone's got his or her story.
Someone says, "Yes, but you don't understand the disappointments I've had."
Come on! Everyone has disappointments. Disappointments are not special gifts reserved for you.
The question is, what are you going to do about them?

Happiness is not something you postpone for the future.
It is something you design for the present.

Life is worthwhile if you learn from your own experiences, negative and positive.
We learn to do it right by first sometimes doing it wrong. We call that a positive negative.
We also learn from other people's experiences, both positive and negative.

Life is worthwhile if you LEARN. What you don't know WILL hurt you.
You have to have learning to exist, let alone succeed.

If you learn to set a good sail, the wind that blows will always take you to the dreams you want, the income you want, and the treasures of mind, purse, and soul you want.

Convert the disappointment to boost yourself. It's just an obstacle of current life.
Prohibit self-disappointment, it will only bring you to the ground of life.
To be outstanding, EQ is crucial than your IQ. Yet, shouldn't abuse your IQ as well. Cheers!

*n_n*

2011-05-07T13:04:00.004+08:00

五月的天，绵绵的雨。或许不经意间你听到某个消息，还会让你的心微微一颤。可是那又怎么样呢？我们还是要过自己的生活，而他的世界与你也早已无关了。亲爱的，给自己一个微笑，即使是雨天也不要因此糟糕了自己的心情。

生活的快乐取决于自己的心态既然失去了那么多就别再让自己失去快乐
没有人喜欢悲伤那又何必把自己捆在阴霾里? 我告诉自己我要找回高中快乐无比的自己

压迫感.不想努力.不想被束缚.忍.不够成熟.不懂得管理自己.字.愧疚.此刻.赎罪.被逼.不得不这样

*n_n*

Friends.Good Friends,Best Friends

2011-04-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

Friends are like stars. You will not always see them, but you know that there are there.

I am lucky I'm in love with my friends. Lucky to have been where I have been.
I am lucky we are in love every way. Lucky to have stay where we have stayed.
I am happy you all coming home again. Lucky to have joy where we have stopped.

Having friend is a good thing in life ; Having GOOD friend is the BEST thing in life.
No matter how serious life gets, we still gotta have that person we can completely stupid with.

We have heart-talking, day-dreaming, crazy-playing, stupid-acting.
We act young, behave like a kids, being childish, stupid playing, pointless teasing.
Sometime, we go back in time and meet ourselves as a secondary students or even kids.

Friends think that I'm outgoing ; Best Friends know that I'm completely insane.

I keep friends with me in my heart. You makes life easier when life gets hard.
We met friends, Good Friends sailing through the sea, to an island where we meet.
We'll hear the music, feel the air, Move prettily from the beginning to final destination.

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you. Good Good Friends, I hear you in my dream.
Gen, San, Jassine, Han, Wendy, JiaQi, Eling, Huan, JinQuan, JinJie, Crab, Handy, Kavin, ChuiHua.

*n_n*

2011-04-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

五月一号象征着新的开始新的月份新的计划
放慢了脚步这三天我玩得非常尽情

那晚你说了你会离开一年看起来好久但不过也才两个sem
你说来个散场的拥抱我们别舍不得语气又搞笑又伤感
一年后没有你的监督你的刺激我还是要努力到最后
你说过的一切我会记得刻在心中时时提醒自己
我们的努力造就我们未来的基础要奋斗

我说我的宝贝小妹你长大了嘻嘻嘻嘻

*n_n*

2011-04-30T22:13:00.003+08:00

难过了，不要告诉别人。难过了，静静的蹲下来抱着自己，让眼泪尽情的洒落。难过了，拿着镜子看看此刻的自己，让真实浮现眼前。难过了，默默的将自己隐藏起来，让空虚掩盖一切。有谁不曾难过，有谁还会记得，过去的不再从来，又何必去苦想，忘掉.......用微笑渲泄悲伤。

眼泪是种情绪的发泄是种自然反应泪腺和脑神经不是好朋友
歇斯底里的让眼泪从眼眶夺出泪干后眼泪就笑了

我对自己说想流泪时就仰望天空让眼泪倒流的同时你会看见
属于自己的蔚蓝天空提醒着自己我的世界还有阳光的照射那光芒让我振作

灿烂的微笑感动的泪水是我最喜欢的礼物 :)

*n_n*

2011-04-30T22:00:00.003+08:00

不要在意别人在背后怎么看你说你，编造关于你的是非，甚至是攻击你。人贵在大气，要学会对自己说，如果这样说能让你们满足，我愿意接受。并请相信，真正懂你的人绝不会因为那些有的没的而否定你。

特别献给你督察说的一切你要明白要切记没有人是十全十美的缺点也能变成优点
怀疑自己时问问明白你的人找回那个最初的自己最真实的自己
那种伤害我明白但事后我更感激带给我伤害的在乎人因为我发现了更好的自己

督察抱抱你除了言语文字的鼓励就是精神的陪伴加油

*n_n*

2011-04-19T13:15:00.002+08:00

Argh! I am Soooooooo RELUCTANT to face book!
No matter how hard I try to hang on, I will still fall asleep.
I don't want to stay at home, although bed is my only temptation.

Home sweet Home. Home is the best place to relax but not study -.-'''

@_@

2011-04-19T13:12:00.002+08:00

有一种女孩 ------ 她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。她也会偶尔的忧郁，朋友问她怎么了，她也只会说没事，其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，她就一定会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦，不闹，安心地做一切能和他一起做的事情。

当你遇上了这样的女孩要珍惜要呵护她
你要知道其实这样的女孩欠缺着一种安全感

*n_n*

2011-04-19T12:57:00.003+08:00

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

人只要不失去方向，就不会失去自己！人生重要的不是所站的位置，而是所朝的方向。

每一件事都要用多方面的角度来看它。

理想的路总是为有信心的人预备着。

一个人有生就有死，但只要你活着，就要以最好的方式活下去。

得不到你所爱的，就爱你所得的。

自己要先看得起自己，别人才会看得起你。

所以，做个精彩的自己 :) 远方同学为关心你的人重新找回最初的自己加油

*n_n*

2011-04-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

-.-''' Are you having the same noob action?
No mood to do anything. What's wrong with me?
I think I need to sink my brain in water, refresh it to have a clear mind.

@_@

2011-04-16T18:45:00.001+08:00

Sometime, I wonder how s(he) can break her/his heart & yet
s(he) can still love her/him with all the tiny pieces.

I need a hug, I need a shoulders to lean against sometime.
I squad down, hugging myself, so that I can sayang myself and hang on.

@_@

过去时.现在式.未来式

2011-04-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

我很感激我发现老天依然眷顾我

过去式
我有锦权思皓鼎闻锦杰四大天王的陪伴
我有芊涵佳琪三人行的读书团

步入二字头的现在式
突然又出现了如锦权思皓鼎闻锦杰的四大天王
也出现了如芊涵佳琪三人行的读书伴

未来式
这样的真心朋友好知己还会存在吗?

过去的故事我无法改写现在的故事我能为未来续写
过去的错误我现在学习在未来并用
过去的情史不该与现在做比较未来依然充满未知数

我珍惜当下同样的剧情不同的人物必定能创写不同的结局

*n_n*

爱情没那么美好之完结篇

2011-04-16T13:35:00.003+08:00

第十一章时光

我们早已明白我们改变不了世界于是改变看待世界的方式
我们从对方身上获得做自己的力量你注视着我光这一点就足以让我全力以赴
我们太常低估眼神的力量我们不知道目光如何在生命的轨迹里留下印记

很多时候一旦目光熄灭我们才恍然大悟
我们感觉到力量离我们而去从此以后我们惶惶不安

重要的不在结论我的爱重要的是冲动一股迎向你的冲动

<完>

现实生活中的爱情真的不可能像戏剧或小说般美好吗?
是不是正因为不可能发生的所以才有成为故事的价值?

我或许可以期望却不该抱着过的美好的想象
不再想像的其中之一或许就是对于爱情的憧憬

但我依然相信现实生活中的爱情绝对有可能发生如同戏剧小说的美好情景

*n_n*

2011-04-15T20:50:00.003+08:00

第十章物品

我不想左右你的决定我强迫自己不动声色我知道你也同样在努力要表现得无动于衷
不犹豫也不心软我一面思忖你的决择将成为跟我说话的方式
你的决择是一种语言我将从中找到新讯息

我请你自行选择看似出于一片好意我请你自己决定却不知不觉布下陷阱
我思索着我要你迎战不可能

你把屈辱和折磨加在我身上或许我会要你为此付出代价
我祈祷你决定带走的物品会让你不得安宁变成新生活里挑拨离间的货源变成散播不幸的神祗

你说你要走了经过一番考虑你决定什么要不带走这些物品没什么重要
你表现得无懈可击什么也不带走
你把我遗弃在这些物品中你留下空虚搁下我们的续曲留下所有内容与细节

你不想冒险你躲开考验你逃离一切不留痕迹没有证据没有行李
你不愿让你人生的过去与未来产生联系

我相信你是为了我好不过你却给我致命的一击
你随手关上大门让我孤零零待在这栋屋子里面载满我们无疾而终的失败故事

我希望你手里的每件物品都灼伤你带你回到 [仍然确定爱我] 的时候

乐曲终了电影散场爱情的幻影烟消云散各自关在自己的逻辑里对话变成兀自空转的自言自语

*n_n*

2011-04-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

If you feel yourself floundering in the sea of life, try leaning back and floating.
Let yourself be supported. Gaze into the beautiful sky and allow time for your spirit to be refreshed. Then when you are feeling stronger, simply choose a direction and start swimming.

I may suffering from dilemma, I may lost. I am requested for a break.

@_@

2011-04-15T19:42:00.004+08:00

第七章习惯

我害怕爱也害怕不爱害怕犯错害怕发生得太早我已经不知道该如何面对男人
我们以诡异的姿态舞蹈没有承诺没有未来我们打开爱的可能但欠缺爱的故事我再也无法爱人

我不太喜欢把习惯与爱情相提并论

第八章十岁那一年

我们改头换面让人认不出来我们标示了那个分野在那天之前与之后的那一刻
我们标明不可磨灭的疆界永远也不能回到过去

这一天的残酷让我决定回以另一个残酷

爱情是场没得NG的影片现场直播的片段高潮迭起人生的最后一刻才是故事的大结局

*n_n*

2011-04-13T18:25:00.002+08:00

第四章跟孩子们说

我们将跟孩子们说他们的生活将起变化我们用欺骗懦弱的字眼告诉他们不必担心
我们会强调他们的父母爱他们这才是最重要的
一连串字眼意旨爱和爱的死亡我们对他们的爱以及我们之间不再存在的爱

我们决定以后不再说[我们]

第五章我已经开始思念你了

由于我躺在床上由于整栋房子陷入寂静我只有一件事情可做 - 翻开书本让我忘记我想念你
我已经开始想念你了我不知道你已经留下一摊烂泥让我无法自拔

或许还会计划我的人生不过没有你

我想爱情是奇妙的瞬间的化学作用唯有时间能见证它的作用性也惟有对的人才能把它温存

*n_n*

爱情没那么美好

2011-04-11T20:51:00.003+08:00

爱情没那么美好这是本法语翻译书
译者陈溱美干冷精准尖锐的文字得到了我的引力
文风简约因此让这本书受到了法国文评家和读者的重视更是得了奖

第一章结束

是否第一天就开始了? 谋杀你们的其实是你(女)? 有人说一段感情的结束总在开始里
所以是谁的错? 是吞噬别人的一方? 还是任由自己被吞噬的一方?

你(女)爱他也不爱他

五页简约的故事字字触动我的心弦结束
似乎在叙述着男人与女人的故事我想是女人的错 - 吞噬的一方

但爱情世界里我想没有对与错的存在只有一念之间的感觉与火花时间更是主要元素

*n_n*

Yen Mei's birthday celebration & 2nd anniversary

2011-04-11T19:05:00.002+08:00

Time - like life itself, has no inherent meaning.
We give our own meaning to time, as to life.

2 years - The bad news is time flies.
Yet, the good news is we are still just the way we are ;)

Yen Mei, Happy Birthday.
Thanks for organizing a party let us reunion.
Buahaha, I like the party night full with laughter. Yeah!

*n_n*

Lunch of Appreciation

2011-04-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

Thank you to Miss Leong and Mr LMC.
Thanks for guiding us, inspiring us and making us what we are on that day.
I really miss those days in Malacca. Memorable time. We bond --> Teamwork.

Really Really, I appreciated. Thank you teachers.
And I really really LOVE the moment we gathered. 8 of us, Rocks! <3

*n_n*

2011-04-10T15:33:00.002+08:00

Getting reluctant to study, to do my revision.
The more I study, the more I realized I don't know.
Can I willfully to let my brain being idle for 2 days? or even 1 day?
No Book, No Homework, No Study, I want a BREAK to install more and more. ;(

@_@

2011-04-10T15:10:00.002+08:00

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh. So hard that you forget the bad focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.

So, Stay Happy and be yourself.
We are not weird as people said, we are just limited edition.

*n_n*

2011-04-10T14:49:00.004+08:00

我想你了，可是我不能对你说，就像开满梨花的树上，永远不可能结出苹果。我想你了，可是我不能对你说，就像高挂天边的彩虹，永远无人能够触摸。我想你了，可是我不能对你说，就像火车的轨道，永远不会有轮船驶过。我想你了，可我，真的不能对你说，怕只怕，说了，对你，也是一种折磨。

男人掉泪是因为真的爱了女人掉泪是因为真的放弃了?
地球之所以是圆是因为上帝想让那些走失或迷路的人重新相遇对吧?

你吩咐我不要再神经脆弱意思是不要再随便突然出现于你的世界吧?
看回去我们之间的文字才意识自己之前的勇气那些勇气还存在吗?

还找得回当初的冲动与勇气吗? 可以霸道地帮我决定吗? 还是该坚持我要的一切?

@_@

2011-04-05T20:33:00.003+08:00

Fear results from doubt. When you are not sure, when you hope for the best, then you will fear the worst. When you are absolutely certain, even if it is a certainty of suffering, fear disappears, and strength flows in its place.

I was born to achieve, I create my own destiny.

All the resources I will ever need are within me.

I will love and respect myself every day of my life.
My positive thoughts lead to positive action.

Problem are opportunity makes me stronger.
Treating people with respect will assure my future.

Leaders are learners.

Finance, I will try the best to approach you and handle you well.
Same to Audit and Fin.Accounting, timing is important.

Gerald, maybe I should admit that is known as stress too.
I an giving myself a chance to prove it. Jiayou!

*n_n*

2011-04-04T19:52:00.003+08:00

The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost.
To reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience.

Gen Buddy, San, Wendy and Shi Chii, jiayou for your ITP yea!
Gen, hang on for the last two weeks. *[Hugs]*

I like Weekdays ; I dislike Weekends.

*n_n*

2011-04-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken.
Maybe it's about starting over and create something better.

Life never was easy - Grow up, Accept it.

This would be the last. I shall keep my tears for happy moment.
Meiki, be strong. You're a resilient girl. Cheers!

*n_n*

最后.答应

2011-04-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

你说我是坚强的女生你说你希望我赶快忘掉你最好名字也忘了
你说你不想成为我脑海里的负担困扰我你说你有哈哈大笑的习惯了
你说我的爱不深不然不会说放就放你说要去实现自己的梦想

我说我是坚强的女生我说我会去追求我的梦想
我说你不曾是我的负担我说请保持你哈哈大笑的习惯
我说把放下说出口的人需要更大的勇气我说我会记得要忘记

因为这是你的吩咐我最后的听话已经不能有任何要求的资格陌生人

你也要快乐要很快乐很快乐非常快乐超级快乐加油

*n_n*

2011-04-03T19:45:00.002+08:00

Which means that at the end of the day, all we really need is ourselves.
And nothing in this world can make you feel more alone than that.

Everything leaves a mark, but I wish I could forget to start afresh perhaps.

@_@

散场的拥抱

2011-04-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

我藏着伤但不想和你聊你也藏着伤不想和我聊
苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不想逃我心里的浪潮拒绝让你看到

我煎熬不肯定什么是最想要爱才又像乐园又像监牢
混乱的心跳多希望是争吵还能道歉和好

我知道你和他不能比较但你的爱多强悍出乎我意料
我知道太美的回忆像副手铐越是挣脱越是缠绕我比你明了

@_@

2011-04-02T20:12:00.001+08:00

You don't pursue happiness. It comes to you when you give it to others. Happiness is not in things, people or physical comforts, but it is in the mind. Great work is done when we are happy.

Happiness can be spontaneous and natural but it also requires nurturing and development.
What brings happiness to many of us is the simple sharing of our lives, done with pure love.
When we give happiness to the world, our stock of happiness increases.
It create zeal and enthusiasm, creativity and adventure!

Instill in yourself the habit of seeing the best in everyone.
Focus on the positive and help others to be the best they can and you will remain happy.

*n_n*

2011-04-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

The quality of happiness depends on how receptive we are internally. Small things like a beautiful sunset or a child's smile can make us happy. If your happiness spills over into the lives of others and uplifts them, you can consider that true happiness. I have little material wealth but are happy as a kid - I miss being a kid, I miss being so carefree. Don't you?

*n_n*

2011-04-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Twin Baby boys have a funny conversation, "DaDaDaDaDa" Hahahahaha. Hope it make you laugh, heehee.

Happy April Fool

2011-04-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

Although I am sick, I had a happy happy April Fool.
Peeps, Happy April Fool yeah!

*n_n*

2011-04-01T22:09:00.001+08:00

I don't speak should be a better way for you.

I admit, I miss things used to be.
But I can also admit, that I've accepted the fact that things changed.

@_@

给你

2011-04-01T21:16:00.004+08:00

很多理由不或许对你而言已是借口
说不出的借口与理由我真的解释不下去了

一切只怪我太冲动当时只顾虑自己的感受
开口一切没察觉将来的不对

你无法接受我说的一切其实我明白
但是我的处境我说不出的苦衷我想没人能体会

你说被现实打败束缚不是你的作风
那你想过我的作风吗? 或许会被现实打败就是我的作风

从来没有想过你是我的负担
你要钻牛脚尖一意孤行地这样想我还能怎样?

喜欢与相处是两回师没有了参与感我没有了安全感
我喜欢你聆听但更希望你分享

我好炼地说我遇过看过太多复杂的感情因此我想退后
但我谦虚地说还有学习的还有很多因此我想学习

至少我知道这是美丽的偶然
我从中学了很多很多我才知道想念地哭是存在的

你的不明白我无法解释得明白那不是每个家庭都存在的问题
现在的我没有资格改变家人的想法就这样

逃避没有不好无形的压力是有必要解除的
我自私我残忍我犯贱我不责怪你的责怪只要你好过

太极端的选择我做不出决定
也许我该感激你帮我做出了最后决定我选择顺从

不是不痛只是不该再痛下去了
为了避免更大的伤害是时候停止前进放下这一切了

我能明白无法做回朋友的结局
但我希望你真的能公私分明学业还是得看重

因为你我上了非常好的一课
我更能体谅你现在决定的一切曾经我也不过如此

对不起　是我的问题　我祝福你

@_@

2011-03-28T18:24:00.001+08:00

就算全世界都否定我，还有我自己相信我，不要去想，是否有人在乎我，我的生活很安静，自己做主挥洒任意地自我。悲伤时，狼狈的哭相也很精彩，泪干后，仰头狂笑的是那样地灿烂，失意时，默默地寻找心灵久违的归宿，高兴时，勃发全身所有的激情。永远地，让自己活的很漂亮，很漂亮！

永远都要做个有内涵的自己 cheers!!

*n_n*

Believe in Yourself *n_n*

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)

蘇打綠sodagreen -【喜歡寂寞】

Sweet Proposal

忙碌.简单.快乐.新年

这是我的答案

Under Construction

煎熬.付出.回报.祈祷

那些年 我们一起追的女孩

那些年 我們一起追的女孩

Outing of the week

橘子作品集

S-Jac Gathering

Time Flies

周杰倫 - 蒲公英的约定

停滞.讨厌.自卑

不要驚動愛情

真的对不起 真的谢谢你

感恩.苦尽甘来.奋斗

那些年

越长大越孤单

生日要快乐

对不起.谢谢你

Happy Silver Day

双手合十.希望.不放弃

下一站 说爱你

单身男女

Our Team is Red Hot

他们在毕业的前一天爆炸

忙碌.二十天.工作.

眼泪.撑.最后

结束.逼近.自由

I Told Myself

Think Positive

Friends.Good Friends,Best Friends

不要在意别人在背后怎么看你说你，编造关于你的是非，甚至是攻击你。人贵在大气，要学会对自己说，如果这样说能让你们满足，我愿意接受。并请相信，真正懂你的人绝不会因为那些有的没的而否定你。

过去时.现在式.未来式

爱情没那么美好之完结篇

爱情没那么美好

Yen Mei's birthday celebration & 2nd anniversary

Lunch of Appreciation

最后.答应

散场的拥抱

You don't pursue happiness. It comes to you when you give it to others. Happiness is not in things, people or physical comforts, but it is in the mind. Great work is done when we are happy.

Happy April Fool

给你

Believe in Yourself n_n

那些年我们一起追的女孩

那些年我們一起追的女孩

真的对不起真的谢谢你

下一站说爱你